Ashley turned slowly, still holding a piece of fruit between her fingers, the juice dripping faintly onto the kitchen counter.
When she saw me standing in the doorway, all the color drained from her face so fast it was almost frightening.
“M-Mr. Daniel… I…”
I didn’t hear the rest.
Everything inside me narrowed to one point.
I crossed the room in two long strides and dropped to my knees beside Lily. I pulled the filthy rag out of her trembling hands. Her fingers were swollen and raw, the skin along her knuckles cracked and irritated. Her forearms were red, as if she had been scrubbing for hours without stopping.
“Lily… hey… look at me… please… I’m here now…”
But she didn’t react the way I had imagined over and over in my head.
She didn’t collapse into me.
She didn’t cry against my chest.
She recoiled.
She shuffled backward on her knees, clumsily, both arms wrapping protectively around her belly as if I might be a threat too.
“No… don’t take me… please… I’ll behave… I promise… don’t take my baby…” she choked out between sobs. “I’m not crazy… I swear I’m not…”
Something inside me cracked so violently I felt it in my chest.
I turned my head slowly toward Ashley.
She was already standing.
