"And you agreed to this?"
He looked confused, as if the concept that her consent might matter was foreign to him. "The colonel said I should, miss."
"But do you really want it?"
The question took him by surprise. His eyes met mine. Dark brown, surprisingly gentle for such a fearsome face. "I... I don't know what I want, miss. I'm a slave. Usually what I want doesn't matter."
The honesty was brutal and ruthless at the same time. My father cleared his throat. "Perhaps you should talk in private. I'll be in my study."
He left, closing the door and leaving me alone with a seven-foot-tall slave man who was supposedly my husband. Neither of us spoke for what seemed like hours.
“Do you want to sit down?” I finally asked, pointing to the chair in front of me.
Josiah looked at the delicate piece of furniture with its embroidered cushions, then at her imposing figure. "I don't think that chair would hold me, miss."
“So, the sofa.”
He sat carefully on the edge. Even sitting, he towered over me. His hands rested on his knees, each finger like a small club, marked with scars and calluses.
“Are you afraid of me, miss?”
“Should I be?”
"No, miss. I would never hurt you. I swear."
"They call you the brute."
He winced. "Yes, miss. Because of my size. Because I look scary. But I'm not brutal. I've never hurt anyone. Not on purpose."
“But you could if you wanted to.”
"I could." He looked me in the eye again. "But I wouldn't. Not with you. Not with anyone who doesn't deserve it."
Something in his eyes – sadness, resignation, a sweetness that didn’t suit his appearance – made me make a decision.
“Josiah, I want to be honest with you. I don't want this any more than you probably do. My father is desperate. I'm not a good match for marriage. He thinks you're the only solution. But if we're going to do this, I need to know. Are you dangerous?”
“No, miss.”
"Are you cruel?"
“No, miss.”
"Are you going to hurt me?"
"Never, Miss. I swear it on everything I hold sacred."
His sincerity was undeniable. He truly believed what he said.
