"I've made my decision," he said without preamble. We were sitting across from each other, me in my wheelchair, Josiah perched on one of the two chairs, both holding hands despite the inappropriateness of the situation.
"There's no way this will work in Virginia or anywhere else in the South," my father began. "Society won't accept it. The laws explicitly forbid it. If I keep Josiah here, even if I declare him your protector, suspicions will grow. Sooner or later someone will investigate, and you'll both be ruined."
My blood ran cold. It seemed like the prelude to a separation.
"So," he continued, "I offer you an alternative." He looked at Josiah. "Josiah, I will release you legally, formally, with papers that will be valid in any court in the North."
I couldn't breathe.
"Elellaner, I will give you $50,000, enough to start a new life, and I will provide you with letters of introduction to abolitionist contacts in Philadelphia who can help you get settled there."
“Are you… are you freeing him?”
“Yes. What if we went north together?”
"YES."
Josiah made a sound, half sob, half laugh. "Lord, I don't... I can't."
"You can. And you will." My father's voice was firm, but not unkind. "Josiah, you protected my daughter better than any white man could have. You made her happy. You gave her confidence and abilities I thought she'd lost forever. In return, I give you freedom and the woman you love."
“Father,” I whispered, tears streaming down my face. “Thank you.”
“Don't thank me yet. It won't be easy. There are abolitionist communities in Philadelphia that will welcome you, but you'll still face prejudice. Elellanar, as a white woman married to a black man... Yes, married. I'm arranging a legal marriage before you leave. You'll be ostracized by many. You'll face economic, social, and perhaps even physical hardship. Are you sure you want that?”
“Safer than anything I’ve ever been.”
“Josiah.”
Josiah's voice was thick with emotion. "Lord, I will dedicate the rest of my life to ensuring that Elellanar never regrets this. I will protect her, I will provide for her, I will love her. I swear it."
My father nodded. "Then let's proceed."
But here's what he didn't tell us. Something we would only discover much later. This decision would cost him everything.
The next week was a whirlwind. My father worked with lawyers to prepare the documents that would free Josiah, declaring him a free man, no longer property, able to travel without permits or authorizations. He arranged our wedding through a compassionate pastor in Richmond, who performed the ceremony in a small church with only my father and two witnesses in attendance.
Josiah and I took our vows before God and the law. I became Eleanor Whitmore Freeman, keeping both surnames, honoring my father and embracing my new life. Josiah became Josiah Freeman, a free man married to a free woman.
We left Virginia on March 15, 1857, aboard a private carriage my father had arranged. Our personal effects were carried in two trunks: clothes, books, tools from the forge, and the freedom papers that Josiah carried with him as sacred objects.
My father hugged me before leaving. "Text me," he said. "Let me know you're okay. Let me know you're happy."
"I will, Father. I... I know... I love you too, Ellanar. Now go and build a life for yourself. Be happy."
Josiah shook my father's hand. "Lord, I'll protect her."
“Josiah, that’s all I ask.”
“With my life, sir.”
We traveled north through Virginia, Maryland, and Delaware. Every mile took us further from slavery and closer to freedom. Josiah expected someone to stop us, ask for our papers, question our marriage. But the papers were valid, and we crossed the Pennsylvania border without incident.
