"I finished."
“Yes, miss.”
We talked for two hours about Shakespeare, books, philosophy, and ideas. Josiah was self-taught; his knowledge was fragmentary, but his mind was sharp, his thirst for knowledge evident. And as we talked, my fear melted away.
This man was no brute. He was intelligent, kind, thoughtful, trapped in a body that society viewed and saw only as a monster.
"Josiah," I said finally, "if we do this, I want you to know something. I don't think you're a brute. I don't think you're a monster. I think you're a person stuck in an impossible situation, just like me."
Her eyes suddenly filled with tears. "Thank you, miss."
“Call me Elellanar. When we’re alone, call me Elellanar.”
"I shouldn't, miss. It wouldn't be appropriate."
“Nothing in this situation is fair. If we're going to be husband and wife, or whatever this arrangement is, you should use my last name.”
He nodded slowly. "Elellanar." My name and his deep, gentle voice rang out like music.
"Then you should know something too. I don't think you're unfit for marriage. I think the men who rejected you were fools. A man who can't see beyond the wheelchair, to see the person inside, doesn't deserve you."
It was the kindest thing anyone had said to me in four years.
“Will you do it?” I asked. “Will you accept my father’s plan?”
